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HE SAID/SHE SAID by Erin Kelly

he said she said by erin kelly

Laura and Kit witness a rape whilst at an eclipse festival in Cornwall.They call the police and are called as witnesses in support of the survivor, Beth Taylor. So begins a nightmare that sees their lives turned upside down and their trust in one another destroyed.

Kelly deploys the classic unreliable narrator technique to great effect here and I never really knew who was being honest or accurate. She steadily reveals crucial details and doesn’t give too much away until right at the close. It’s a very atmospheric novel too, with a growing and claustrophobic sense of the past closing in on the present, and an ever present undercurrent of latent violence. Laura’s pregnancy and high levels of anxiousness, coupled with Kit’s obsession with chasing eclipses moments all add to the mood.

Clever, never cliched and deeply compelling, this is Broadchurch in book form (and in fact she has written a best selling novel inspired by that TV series). Perfect for the beach and whiling away sunny days.


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Harry is a high end drug dealer, in partnership with her lifelong friend and back-watcher Leon. One night she meets and falls for Becky, a dancer, who also waits tables in the family cafe and gives massages to strangers in hotel rooms. She notices Pete in the family cafe because he’s reading a book written by Becky’s estranged father. The two get talking then get together. Pete is Harry’s half brother but none of them realise the connection until Harry throws a surprise party for Pete. A surprise party at which Harry also discovers she knows Becky’s drug dealing uncles – and not in a good way.

THE BRICKS THAT BUILT THE HOUSES explodes into being as Leon, Harry and Becky are fleeing London with a suitcase full of money. The opening prose is pure poetry  and it only gets better and better. This book is gritty, funny, sexy and like nothing you’ve ever read before. Tempest has created characters that are so real it hurts sometimes. They are linked not just by the story she’s woven but by being variously abandoned and ambitious, and the bricks of their lives, from childhood upwards, are carefully laid and cemented together, generation on generation.

Tempest has captured London too, “cocksure, alert to danger, charming”, in particular parts of my south east corner where “The road is strewn with picked clean rib bones, and the faint smell of boozy piss mixes with the sweet rot of skunk smoke.” But she’s been clever enough not to let the city take centre stage, with a story and a pace that’s irrepressible.

A book about the bass line, THE BRICKS THAT BUILT THE HOUSES thrums with truth, from lines like “People are killing for Gods again. Money is killing us all.” to the way Tempest steadily unpicks the relationship women have with their bodies and their sexuality. It’s a book with purpose but never feels worthy. A book that’s incredibly daring but never tries too hard.

Tempest is a poet, a rapper and spoken word performer. She gives us phrases like “Harry’s voice is a broken window, letting the rain in.” and “She swallowed her doubt, but the hook stuck in the flesh of her mouth, pulling her upwards, away from him.” At times the words on the page feel like song lyrics, so I wasn’t surprised to learn after reading it that THE BRICKS THAT BUILT THE HOUSES is a companion piece to her Mercury Music Prize shortlisted debut album EVERYBODY DOWN.  It certainly made me sing. It made me want to fling open windows too and read passages to passers by, at the same time as wanting to hunker down and greedily savour every word in the peace of my own company.  Extraordinary.

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FOOL ME ONCE by Harlan Coben

fool me once by harlan coben

Sometimes I need books like this – addictive, straight forward and a bit dark. For times when escapism comes a little less easily because I am travelling or my mind is buzzing or the world is weighing heavily. I picked this up because all of those things were going on. It is got me through some restless nights, tough days and long train journeys. It is a ridiculous story about a former special-ops soldier, Maya Stern, who has just buried her husband and then sees him on the “nanny cam”. Cue sinister wealthy in laws, army flashbacks, improbable connections to the death of Maya’s sister, an Edward Snowden type character and suspiciously loyal best friends. Harlan Coben is a master of this stuff and I loved and lived every moment of it. Job done.

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LIFE AFTER LIFE by Kate Atkinson


A Christmas present from the friend who introduced me to Kate Atkinson’s Jackson Brodie series – CASE HISTORIES, ONE GOOD TURN, WHEN WILL THERE BE GOOD NEWS, and STARTED EARLY TOOK MY DOG. Like that friendship, Atkinson’s books just seem to get better and better and LIFE AFTER LIFE is no exception.

Ursula Todd, born February 11th 1910, lives different versions of her life. In one she falls from a window as a child, in another she lives. In one rendition she succumbs to the Spanish flu brought home by the family’s maid, in another she pushes the maid down the stairs to prevent a trip into London for the end of the First World War celebrations and her coming into contact the with flu. One teenage Ursula is raped by an arrogant American friend of her brother’s named Howie and dies following an abortion. An alternative  survives the abortion but  goes on to marry a mild mannered man who turns out to be a bully that beats her to death. In another life she simply enjoys a delicious innocent kiss with Howie and in a further version again she avoids him completely and instead encounters a neighbour’s son upon whom she is rather sweet. She dies in a Nazi bombing raid on London and on another occasion is part the rescue team pulling bodies out of the same rubble. In some narratives she ends up in Germany, and in some of those is friends with Eva Braun. At times, Ursula seems aware of the points at which her lives diverge, whilst deja vu and thinking one is seeing ghosts take on new meaning in this context. Some versions of herself are clearly less attuned to what’s going on, “We only have one [life] after all, we should try and do our best. We can never get it right, but we must try.” But in one thread she actively chooses to die and follow a particular path that sees her attempt to stop her treasured younger brother, Teddy, being shot down from his plane with an assassination attempt on Hitler that she hopes will avert the whole Second World War.

Amidst all this change, some things remain constant. The housekeeper Mrs Glover’s piccalilli; the haven that is her childhood home, Fox Corner; being her father Hugh’s favourite child and nicknamed Little Bear; the wallpaper on the stairs, trips to the seaside and, in this very English of novels, the weather. The essence of each characters remains true too, from Ursula’s incorrigible aunt Izzie’s flightiness to her older brother Maurice’s pomposity. History is haphazard, and whilst its remembering is important for the way it shapes our lives, who we are and what we choose to do seems far more interesting and impactful in Atkinson’s hands.

When I first began reading the book, I feared that the groundhog day element of it would prove tedious but nothing could be further from the truth. Whilst details and people recur, the stories are sufficiently different at each telling to captivate anew. And, of course, there’s the humour which Atkinson does so well. Ursula’s mother, Sylvie has the best one liners. From bemoaning the messiness of childbirth and asserting that if she’d been in charge of designing the human race she’d have opted for “a well fitting hatch somewhere modest for escape”, to declaring drily and with wonderful timing “sometimes…one can mistake gratitude for love.” When she attends a Third Reich rally with her daughter, Sylvie has little to say other than that the colours of the flag and banner bedecked street are rather dull “as though she were considering asking the national Socialists to decorate her living room.” Somehow this lightness helps ground what could be the rather fanciful notion at the heart of the novel in a reality that is gritty, banal and full of magic.  Atkinson’s ability to capture time and place like few others writers plays a similar role – from velvet hair ribbons to the smell of boiled cabbage, each detail is perfectly chosen to ground her novel and make it sing.

Funny, sad, unusual, startling and as comfortable as a well worn pair of pjyamas this is the kind of writing, story telling and characterisation that I love, especially on a cold winter night, curled up on the sofa. Roll on the sequel,…A GOD IN RUINS.

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THE POWER by Naomi Alderman


I was in Wales for a few days over New Year and over a lovely relaxed evening meal was trying to explain to someone I was only meeting for the second time just why I loved this book – and I think I came across as rather blood thirsty and vengeful! It’s about a future reality in which the vast majority of women have developed the ability to inflict enormous amounts of pain on others by way of electric shocks delivered through their fingers – and about the anthropological impact of possessing such physical power. I loved it.

The story is about a period of immense change known as the Cataclysm and during which women’s physical power was awoken. A period of time some 5000 years or so prior to when the book is being written and which roughly equates to the early 21st century – or so we deduce thanks to the appearance of an i-pad, which that far in the future is judged to be some kind of plate like implement thanks to the apple motif.  Four different narrators are our main protagonists: Allie, abused by her foster carers as a young girl and who reinvents herself as Mother Eve. Roxy, daughter of a crime boss who sees her mother murdered and fights back, as well as her way into the top echelons of her father’s business.  Margot, an ambitious politician whose daughter doesn’t have the same levels of power as other women (and in whose narrative we get the prescience of a shock US election result courtesy of an electorate choosing lies, immorality and strength over reasoned discourse and calm authority ). And Tunde, the only man and a Nigerian journalist who documents the riots, wars and upheaval caused as different parts of the world adapt to or resist a new reality. These sections are book ended by an exchange of correspondence between the author and a colleague, sharing feedback, reflecting on the recent discovery of historical artefacts, theorising about what life was like before the Cataclysm, and discussing how their work will sit in the political and social context of the day. Alderman’s final line is a smart, sad, laugh out loud, killer than I am smiling wryly just thinking about. It’s worth reading the entire book just for that pleasure.

Let me clarify here and now what I failed to get across during my new year dinner table conversation – the reason I loved THE POWER is because I don’t want one gender to systematically humiliate, oppress, threaten, undermine, rape, abuse and  kill another, and by turning the tables so comprehensively, Naomi Alderman has laid bare the everyday reality we currently inhabit and which is just as shocking as her fictional one. In some countries post Cataclysm men are denied the right to drive and even have their genitals mutilated. Such parallels are obvious but many other extremes of this fictional dystopia are so entrenched that it would be easy to overlook the extent to which they are a powerful part of the present. In a lesser writers’ hands, the point might have been laboured a little too hard but, with a few notable exceptions and mainly in Tunde’s parts of the narrative, Alderman doesn’t do this and her restraint makes THE POWER all the more impressive.

The novel tackles religion, politics, personal relationships. It explores how girls learn to control their power and the alienation felt by those who don’t have it. It doesn’t describe or judge women based on their looks but on what they do, say and think, though Tunde is sexually objectified on a number of occasions. It examines when girls become women, how written and oral stories shape our understanding of history and herstory, whether the ability to inflict pain causes more damage to the wielder or the victim, whether matriarchal societies are kinder than patriarchal ones, the link between violence and power, and whether certain power structures, belief systems and hierarchies are likely to emerge because we are all alike or because of our differences. We get cults, conspiracy theories galore, corruption and control via opiates. In other words, Alderman’s not afraid to take on a lot and mostly she does so with skill and humour. The characters are  a little more two dimensional than I’d have liked but I can forgive this because the whole is so brilliant – energetic, angry and clever. This is how I like my sci-fi and, whilst THE POWER has just sneaked in at the end of 2016, I think it may just be one of my favourite books of the year.

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FATES AND FURIES by Lauren Groff


Lauren Groff’s ARCADIA really gripped me and that’s why I picked up FATES AND FURIES and I had very few expectations about it. I missed the reviews, the online chatter and the fact that it was Barack Obama’s book of the year in 2015.  From the back cover there was no hint whatsoever that this was anything other than a portrait of a fascinating couple and life inside their marriage. Much of it is exactly that – Mathilde and Lotto seem well matched, happy and resilient. They have their struggles and differences but they are a team and confront adversity  together or give one another space as wisdom dictates. From their first encounter at a party, where Lotto proposes on the spot to the enigmatic beauty, to his collapse in the domestic countryside idyll they occupy with their dog, the pair defy both their friends, who place on bets on how long they’ll stay together, and his doting mother, a wealthy, obese agoraphobic who never meets her daughter in law. There’s a cast of secondary characters but Lotto and Mathilde are the leading lights in one another’s lives and on the pages of FATES AND FURIES. An actor falls just short of greatness but is encouraged by Mathilde to become a far more successful playwright, Lotto’s perspective dominates the first section of the book. We learn about a golden childhood, marred by losing his father at a young age, an abusive teacher and the suicide of one of his best friends. Lotto craves adulation and sex, and pursues both with singular determination, even as a monogamist. His wife, provides both, willingly and indulgently. Her sacrifice and loyalty are clear for all to see but Mathilde is no insufferable walk over: she challenges Lotto, stirs him to fulfill his potential, and we are always acutely aware that her own remarkable talents go way beyond simply supporting him.

And then Lotto dies and we get Mathilde’s side of things, which couldn’t be more different.

Much like in GONE GIRL, everything we thought we knew about the pair’s relationship is completely blown apart. Not only is she not the person Lotto and we believe her to be, all the facts and events we had a handle on are now turned upside down and inside out. Frighteningly intelligent, scarily manipulative and deeply intriguing, Mathilde’s relationship with Lotto is one of secrets, deception, frustration and lies – yet he never had any idea.

It’s a clever book – more than worthy of Mathilde’s imagination – and I especially loved the section after Lotto’s death (thought the dream sequence in which he dies is deeply irritating). But my enjoyment, I am sure, was all the fuller for having no idea what was coming, no expectation whatsoever that things would be turned on their head. Usually I like to know roughly where books might be going before I read them but this experience is a great advert for not having that insight, though I do appreciate I’ve denied anyone reading this review the same opportunity, Thankfully, Groff’s writing and style is impressive enough to allow FATES AND FURIES to stand regardless and, whilst future readings might not be as impactful as the first, they are almost guaranteed with a book this different, energetic and well written.


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THE ICE ROAD by Gillian Slovo


I’ve  been fascinated by Russian history since watching a film about the missing princess Anastasia as a child, and when I took a trip to Moscow and Leningrad when studying for history A level it was amazing to see the sheer scale of the buildings and landscape. So this novel, set in the Leningrad of the 1930s absorbed me from the very first page to the last. It’s epic in its reach across the political events of the time and the various lives of Slovo’s beautifully conjured cast: Boris Aleksandrovich and his family, old friend Anton and the child he takes in, and the cleaner, Irina, who he sends on an adventure that both opens her eyes to what’s possible in life and binds them together as the turmoil of the Stalin years unfolds.

There’s snow, passion, political treachery, desperation, food queues, the ballet, lice, parades, a prison where people rot if they are left alive long enough, samovars, a grand ship that needs rescuing, heroism, loyalty, trenches, an American and  ice, more ice and then the ice road, built to bring supplies to the starving citizens  that survived Hitler’s sustained bombing campaign. A moving and evocative book about the everyday acts of kindness and cruelty that shape our lives and the history we live through.


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